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Subject is Subjective

by Pastel Motel

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1.
Stay 03:33
She couldn’t make The turn she tried to take. So many lessons yet to be learned I saw the pile-up, watched as it burned. Mom never returned. “Eight years old is far too young to take a mother from her son.” My father said as he tried to dry our eyes. “Just wait until the end, You will see her again.” This world would be okay If she’d come back to stay. Twelve years drag by, She still fills my mind. I can’t help but think that there must be a way, To find some closure and take away pain. While I’m still sane. “This world is a cruel dark place, As much as you, I miss her face” “Dad, you can’t stop this plan I’ve weaved For me to leave.” “Just wait until the end, You will see her again.”
But I can’t wait that long. Why should I live on?
2.
Get Away 03:35
Everyone won’t stop talking Thinking they know everything Monotonous, no I don’t want to listen Voices so persistent they must be on a mission, I’m saying: How many more can I take? Before I finally snap, And oh, I’ve got to get away. And maybe just relax... Yesterday is a day too late, Life is just a savage race. And now it’s every man for himself Let’s lose the city and take the continental shelf,
3.
Dream 06:24
The time before the fall; I can’t seem to recall. But the shape the shadow cast Made it look like you came back With all the thoughts I’ve had of you, How can I tell if they are true?
 13 years since you’ve passed on How will I know you’re really gone? Through the foggy glass I see someone like you pass I think I feel awake, perhaps this memory is fake. I see you standing near As I tremble in fear Without body heat, our hands try to meet...
4.
These days are so strange like a map, where nothing’s at These days there are stains that we’ve left within our nest And you know that it makes me sick. These days it’s all the same, it’s a place for first race These days we just stay in a hole we probably stole Why don’t you come out, open those eyes Morals just quarrels from one to the next Following blindly as we read between the text It’s like a swirling hurling roller coaster we can’t escape We are the beast beneath our feet I fear that it’s too late. These days are so deranged like a noose with no use These days we try to gain from the hate that’s on our plates You just keep shoveling it in. These days we’re to blame for the shit we’re in again and again and again... These days it’s insane, like this tomb with no room. But those people line up outside Morals just quarrels from one to the next Following blindly as we read between the text It’s like a swirling hurling roller coaster we can’t escape We are the beast beneath our feet I fear that it’s too late. It’s a swirling, hurling roller coaster, going up and down A circus in reverse, yeah we entertain the clowns. The lion dying as we’re multiplying all around This is hell on earth, turn that smile upside down.
5.
The Room 03:40
Waking up in this place Attempted to erase Confused, but I should know Where we were hours ago. It's like I’m trapped inside This room within my mind. I wanna be by your side But you left me behind. Two new wounds on my back Results from an attack. Deception likes to hide, To tear apart, in those we confide. It's like I’m trapped inside This room within my mind. I wanna be by your side But you left me behind. It's like I’m trapped inside This room within my mind. I wanna be by your side But you left me behind.
6.
Stranger 04:23
Hello, my friend. It’s been awhile. Don’t be afraid. Don’t worry, smile. Come take my hand, no need to be sad. We’re going away. Sorry, you can’t stay You’ve had your fun, now it’s time to be done. Your day has come. You’ve made your run, I hope it’s been a good one, because it’s time to go. Hello again, you’ve lost that smile. Your skin so pale, cold, and defiled. You’ve nothing left. No pulse, no breath. You would not play, so I had my way. I’m the one who haunts you. I’m who’s in your dreams. I’m the one who taunts you. 
I will make you scream.
7.
As the lights parade the bridge begins to fade, promises unmade. 
Glass spindrift from waves. A memory erased A conscious thought misplaced. The doors slid away, with nothing I could say these moments of disarray. Can’t shake these thoughts inside, no matter how I’ve tried. There’s nowhere to hide. Drink until you drown Just swaying to the sound of water all around. Sinking all alone Trying to make it home Can’t find it on my own.
8.
Reflections 01:42
bummmmm bumm bumm bum bummmmm bummmmm bumm bumm bum bum bumm x100
9.
Setting Sun 02:46
All my life I have been searching for a dream Lately though, it seems to pass me by And all the things I ever wanted it to be are never what I need, and I can’t comply Well, I don’t want to see another setting sun, Until a rising one takes its place. Summer evenings in a frozen northern park, Waiting in the dark for something new. And maybe all the things abandoned early on Weren’t really all that wrong as we’d assumed.
10.
Well I’ve made a decision, And I ain’t ever going back I carved our religion but now I’m back on track And I’ve seen a million miles of road, and now I return To fulfill my promise of stories unheard, I’ve heard... The structure of me is under my skin And the balance within has Overturned on a whim And though I feel unstable, it’s for the best I’ve left it all behind me to seek out the rest, the rest of it. So strong on the surface, but in it is weak I’ve torn down the walls of the structure of me. The structure of-
11.
K.I.A. 04:25
An old black couch covered in lint, but on it we connect. Our hands held tight What a sight That I will not forget, so 
For you, this song and my heart will always be. Here it is: There’s no time your pretty face leaves my worried mind. Inside I’m hollow without you. And maybe I’m not perfect but I swear that I will try. You know that I’m nothing without you. I know we’re young But I can see Us old together. Our wrinkled skin. Weak and thin. But our love will not weather
12.
Zebras 04:02
Ms. Loretta has some socks to knit For her socialistic elephant They get along just fine, but they don’t speak of politics. She’s got Hubert Dory on the line, She always says, “Oh, some day he’ll be mine!” But she pretends to be disinterested in the meantime. She talks of love, love, love. But her head is high above Above the clouds. Amongst the pipers at the gates of dawn, She recalls she left the wood stove on. Her legs are weak, but they’re not that far from strong. 
And in the shadows Mr. Dory lies. Hoping to catch his lost lover’s eyes. But she’s the type that would rather break than cry.

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Subject is Subjective is a concept album utilizing ambient soundscapes throughout the songs in an allegory of human nature.

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released December 14, 2013

-All songs written, produced, edited, mixed, and mastered by Pastel Motel
Erik Maxey: Bass Guitar, Fretless Acoustic Bass, Pistachio Shells.
Jerry Gamez: Drums, Auxiliary Percussion, Electronic Drums, Pistachio Shells, Tambourine, Suitcase.
Ricky Maxey: Vocals, Electric Guitar, Acoustic Guitar, Cabasa Shaker.
Ryan Maxey: Vocals, Electric Guitar, Acoustic Guiar, Pistachio Shells, Orchestral Arrangements, Piano

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